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Sunday, October 26, 2008
Should I say I'm really blessed, or I am just compensating my past sins? Someone says fate is kind and coincidental. I don't know if I really need to rephrase that sentence. I might not dare to do so. I'm counting all the blessings while ignoring all the bad ones. xoxo? |
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She listened to the motherly voice on the other side of the phone. Warm tears rolled down her cheeks. Her voice remained serene although she felt like bursting out with tears. She knew how much the owner of the voice had done for her. She knew how much that person had been worrying about everything. She knew how much she needed to work for. She knew her life had never been as simple as ABC. How she wished she could change everything by just one flick of magic. She was trying to count her blessings rather than seeing on the bad aspects. But her blessings were not always enough to cover up the unfortunate ones. She never know how to ask more from god. She wished she could. But she could not ask for more. She wished she could be one of those people. But she felt she was utterly blessed. No more. |
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Friday, October 24, 2008
Even just a lil bit of chit-chat with him for less than 3 minutes would always make her smile and feel airy. Would they have known each other better? |
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Thursday, October 23, 2008
Would they have known each other better? |
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Wednesday, October 22, 2008
What have I done? Even the sky doesn't like me either. When I have hung my clothes on the lines, it started to rain. I took my clothes in twice. Now, they are outside in the living room, waiting for the sky to be clear. And it drizzled for less than 5 minutes. How ridiculous. Well, that's is how life should me. Unpredictable. Challenging. Full of obstacles. No wonder it's called life. Life Isn't Freaking Easy! So let's live our life to the infinity! Let's recall what I've done throughout the year. January- I first stepped in Perth. I was here all by myself. Strangers were all around me. I was surprised that I wasn't very scared, and got to know people easily. Well, I admitted that I wasn't the myself that time. I tried to be more open. February- College started. My college life was getting busier than I had expected. But I seemed to put everything at ease. Chinese New Year was kinda fun. First time for me to celebrate away from family, with new friends instead. A new experience. March- Getting busier than ever. I went to Karrinyup for the second time. April- Term 1 test started. I had my first fever here. Then I had hols. Hanging out with friends. First time in Rockingham beach. I was watching a drama for the 2 weeks hols. May- Semester 2 exams. Life was so far so good. Had lots of fun with friends, talking till late night. June- Something was wrong with me. July- Semester 2 hols. I spent most of it alone, having movie marathon. I was glad that movies helped to fill up my lonely time. Made a lot of food. August- Made visits to several uni. September- Looking forward for hols, but it wasn't really time to relax. Had myself enjoying the books for Sem 2 exams. October- Sem 2 exams commenced. Practically I have forgotten almost everything after the exams. And now time constraints me from doing more preparation. less than two weeks to the WAUFP. I got back my Sem 2 papers. I don't think they were good, but I think I'm content. I know I've learnt my mistakes, and I need to put in more blood and sweats. (: November- WAUFP commences. It will be time to play as much as I could, and time to pack my stuffs up. It will be time to remember all the fun times. It will be time to snuggle in my bed as much as I could. It will be time for me to get back home. December- You know what's is coming. (: Halfway through the month. I won't expect much. I had different one last year. Earlier one in Singapore. And later back in Brunei. But I hope my WAUFP results and uni offers will be my best presents ever. And I don't think I will ever make my dream plan come true. No travels, I guess. ): Let's appreciate what we have around now. Be contented with everything and everyone around you. Time will never take us back to old times again. And now it's time for me to stop blogging right here, or else I'm gonna be a dead meat. Wish me luck. |
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I altered my blogskin. I don't really seem to like it very much though after I set it. Quite small, it is. Well, I have to change my taste after all. That previous blogkin was up for about 1 month or more than that. Class starts tomorow. And yet I'm not really prepared. I don't know. I sense slightly bad karma around. Internet is a total distraction, but partial entertainer for me. I've been watching Gossip Girls these days. I'm into Season 2 already. I love one part of it where Nate Archibald said, 'None of us are saints.' And there came the confessions. So I was watching Gossip Girls with amelia this afternoon, and went to get from chiewshing the other parts of the series. Also, amelia, peiying and me went to the playground in the evening. We played like we have never played like kids before. ahhas. I don't know. I think I've gotten myself a lil bit tanned. (: I've almost forgotten that the Graduation Dinner is coming so soon. Mind you. I haven't got some other stuffs. hmph. College tomorow! Wish me luck! |
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Monday, October 20, 2008
A fundamental thing after an exam is to get yourself into a relax mode before getting into another series of exams days again. That is what I'm doing right now. I went to Cottlesloe beach on last Saturday and King's Park the day after. (: I posted up some pics here. Cottlesloe Beach            King's Park                  It said 'Unworry'. Perhaps I don't have to worry about those things. They are just a fuss to me right now. It's better not to care, rather than hurting yourself in the end. (: Unexpected meet. I saw someone that I know when I was going to the post box which took me about 10 mins to walk there. How lucky I am. Well.. (: That's it. Someone was waiting for the bus. The point of smiling for the day. ((: Can see, but can't get closer.. I've sent in my application form for uni admission next year. Hopefully, everything will be alright for me next year. It's getting hotter these days. The weather forecast said it was gonna rain today, but it didn't. The hot blast of heat makes me feel uneasy and sweaty as always. I hope it will be cooler during my exams days, or else I'm going to be a dead meat. Having to waste time to dry my palms while doing my answerings. Alrighty, I'm going to rush on watching Gossip Girl. Well, the series is not bad. (: College starts soon. On this Wednesday. I gotta be prepared to face the ever dreadful stuffs. |
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Saturday, October 18, 2008
I'm staring blankly at my laptop screen now, yet I'm typing it down. So it is not true, but my mind was really blank as a matter of fact that specks of dust stacked up in here. Sorry for not updating my blog often nowadays, but I'm trying to make it interesting for readers to devour in my blog. Will u guys? ahhas. (: I've done my exams today. So how was it? Great! As in, the exams were really fabulous to the extent that every question exerted their own supernatural powers to ensure that your brain cells were totally being tortured madly. hahas. Well, one more external exams-the big one- is coming up in 2 weeks time. Say, how will time slow down for me? Probably, I'm going to bury myself with piles of textbooks and papers. Reckon it is a good idea? There are so many that I want to do these days: 1* Go to cottlesloe beach. Get a sunset or sunrise view. Sunrise is not really possible due to the fact that I have to wake up really early, or else I have to camp a night there which I will probably freeze. 2* Go for ktv. I've been longing to sing, just want to go for one last time before I leave here although the mirrors or whatsoever windows might have a lil bit of crack due to my extreme frequency(frequency or pitch, I'm not sure. Physics students, please correct me if I'm wrong (: 3* Watch Heroes Season 3! It is shown on Channel 7 every Thursday now. But say I have only 5 thursdays left in here. So 5 more episodes to watch. 4* Get rid of some unnecessary stuffs so my baggages won't be overloaded when I get back home. That's a big trouble. 5* Fill up my application form for uni admission. That's a big headache. ): I have another headache coming up. Taking ielts in the end of november, which practically means I have to get back home earlier, changing my flight date as well as the date to vacate my room in mews here. I think I'm gonna miss my ever spacious room. I'm not the type that could solve something that come up instantaneously especially at the eleventh hour. 6* Gatherings with friends. Parties or BBQs. Getting involved in some social activities. hahas. (: 7* Finish eating the 10 kg rice with peiying. We were thinking to start a 'rice' party. Having various rice dishes, ranging from the very basic which is plain nasi to sushi. hahas. examples of the dishes: nasi lemak, nasi goreng, nasi katok, nasi ayam, ketupat, rice balls? maybe steam rice? bbq rice? from all range. (: 8* I think lastly to anticipate the Graduation Dinner on this 31st. (: Someone will dance with me huh? I will presumably craving for all the food there while they all are dancing? ahhas. Well, I guess that's it in my list. (: I'll add up next time I was watching 'Kungfu Panda' just now. Well, that movie was up ages ago, and I just got to watch it today on my 12-13inches laptop screen. That movie is awesome. Aaaweeesome.. That's what the Panda said. Believe in yourself, and you could make to your own destiny. He made it. Initially, he is just an ordinary son of a noodle stall's owner in the China. He dreams to become a great kungfu warrior, but he is just so bloated. Yet he is chosen to be the one to save the village from the dreadful enemy, tai lang. He defeats the enemy, who aims to snatch the quite pointless legendary blank scroll which shows only your reflection. But it is meaningful. It sort of like says only you who believe in yourself will guide you towards your destiny. (: Overall, the movie is quite nice and hilarious. (: Fate will never treat us equally. It will always take something off from you when you have gained something better. It's like you have to pay for what you have got. We should control fate, or should fate dominate us? |
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Monday, October 13, 2008
nothing. I just want to cpr my blog for a while. It seems to be in the brink to death for while these days. hahas. Just revive it back. Well, my semester 2 exams is soon to commence in a bit less than 9 hours time. ELACS is the first to land on me, and torture my brain cells. Then, come the Chemistry Paper which will grab more of my brain juice. Say two papers in a day for 3 hours each, so sum up to be 6 hours. Wow. ahhas. (: alrighty. I have to regain some sleep, ready for the torture tomorrow. Hopefully, those two will treat me right? Not too bad, huh? Good Luck! (: |
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Saturday, October 4, 2008
alrighty. this is when i'm gonna rush on writing this blog of mine. First thing first, I have this somewhat unexpected flu and cough, starting from last monday. It started with an uneasy sorethroat, and there it came. The warning of getting sick. Yes, I'm obviously sick. And it's holiday now. Well, what it seems to me is that this two week so-called holiday appear to be a study break for the upcoming exams! Yes, absolutely right. ): I'm sitting here as if there is a bomb underneath me with its countdown to explode anytime. I bet im sick due to the long hours of staying in the perth royal show on last saturday. The 12-hours-walk-around pratically drained me! Of course, I flopped down on my bed and slept soundly that night. (: I love the fireworks! But, of course, i was short of something else. alrighty. the bombshell beneath me is utterly unhappy! Brisbane, a place I could only see from far, There you go, make your own way. My turn hasnt yet dragged me over, Fill with hopes to climb the challenging stairway. to mom and dad, I'm sorry ): |
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