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Sunday, August 29, 2010
Another new week has started. And I think I always take things for granted. |
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Saturday, August 28, 2010
So basically what I want to say here is that- I think my mild depression is about to start soon. Great! I just feel so unmotivated this semester- like I become super lazy. Couldn't wake up at the right time in the morning like I always did. Pimples come and go. I'm worried if I could get through this semester. But touch wood! Yes, I can. Yes, I can! I need another job. Getting a bit broke after paying my electric bill :( I'm pretty sure we didn't use a lot of electricity. The units just don't match with our electric usage. It's absurd! ps: I can't wait till next saturday if you remember |
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Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Hmm. Very unexpected indeed. And that makes me happy :)) It is a friend of mine whom I haven't talked to him for quite a while. Unexpectedly just then, he started a msn conversation. It was like winning a lottery. haha. It's not a big deal, but just happy and everything comes back to me now :) But he's off now. Okay, ended :( Ta ps: So I found out. The last time I mentioned about this friend is in the August 16, 2008 post. And May 9, 2008. Ages ago. |
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Tuesday, August 24, 2010
This post is specially dedicated to chiewshing for her 21st birthday :) I know it's late, but better than never. haha! sorry la, I thought I posted up one already :P So the main point is you owe me a meal. hehehe!! So selamat hari jadi, sheng ri kuai le, happy birthday... :) May all you dreams come true and BE MASTERCHEF!! hahaha ps: I can't sleep. tea effect :( |
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okay! I just changed my mind. Let's not get my hopes so high yeh. It's probably just a mistake. |
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Sunday, August 22, 2010
Starting community pharmacy placement tomorrow. I'm not really looking forward to it. Part of the reason is that I'm worried that I will screw up the whole 3-4 hours by just not concentrating at work/not listening properly/not knowing what to do exactly. It's not like I was still in first year, having just a small tint of drug knowledge. That could be a good excuse. But I'm in second year now. And supposedly, I should pretty much start to know how to handle situations etc. So I'll keep my fingers crossed that everything will be shun shun li li tomorrow. And please the preceptor, please be nice to me :) And I'm still really lazy. I've never felt this lazy before. And I have been watching videos a lot lately regardless of the lecture notes in front of me. haha! I seriously need to do real study :( And yeah, I might not be going back in end of Nov. Thing's changed. After all the unfortunate events that I've heard, I pray to God- Please God, may my family be blessed with good health always. And yeh you're all over in my head again. I hope you keep your promise and see you in 2 weeks time :) |
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Saturday, August 21, 2010
I wish I could see you soon again. And it'd get better between us :) |
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Wednesday, August 18, 2010
I think I can't wait to see you again :) But I don't really want to think about it. I hope you're still that funny, and I'm still that happy to see you. |
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Sunday, August 15, 2010
It was last friday night when I received a shocking text from my mom. That a good friend of my dad's passed away. He was just in his middle age and looked pretty healthy to me everytime I saw him. I wasn't really close to him and his family- well, I guess soon since his son will be my second cousin's husband-to-be. So I couldn't hold back my tears after knowing that unfortunate event. Then everything just came along with it. We wouldn't know what will happen tomorrow or the day after that. Life is a miracle, but it could just end at any point of time. So I think this has made me reflect a bit about what I've done in my life. What's worth doing. And to feel contented about, to appreciate every little things, to consider my goals etc |
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Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Should I get my hopes up? You make me smile. Though I won't see you often. Maybe I should forget about it. |
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Friday, August 6, 2010
The Pharmacy Ball, celebrating 50 years of UQ pharmacy. And yes, it seems like I'm going. A part of me doesn't really want to go actually. Because I'm such an introvert. And that everything else comes along with it. Getting a new dress, shoes, make-up etc. And that I'll be quite (actually very) self-conscious. Okay, at least I must lose a bit of weight before that big day hits. Sakit kepala.. haha Studying about mental disorders may actually make me think that I have one too. But nonsense! haha! I need a target. An aim. A purpose. A goal. A dream. Chewing gum is so addictive. |
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