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Sunday, May 30, 2010
Am I not scared at all? Why am I still procrastinating like it's ages away to end of sem exam! |
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Saturday, May 29, 2010
I think I used to wish that I was just some millionaire's daughter and that I didn't need to worry about my future and there would be plenty of resources for me. I could just go where ever I like, with job or without. But then come to think about it, what is the meaning of life? A random thought just popped up in my mind this morning (while in bathroom. haha). So it was like how come I never thought of applying NUS pharmacy. Hahaha. Funny right? See, the air ticket to Brunei is much cheaper, super nice food (I can just survive with the cheap food court food). Hahaha. |
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Wednesday, May 26, 2010
I should have been more organised this semester. And I realised that I was quite organised last semester, and that helped me. Oh, if I could turn back the time and fix all these. |
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At least there's something that cheers me up today =) |
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Saturday, May 22, 2010
Sigh. How I wish I could split into so many Wansing-s at one time and do massive amount of reading/revision simultaneously. Then, all the Wansing-s merge to one in the end and everything stays in the brain. And then I could just pass this semester and enjoy my winter break. Oh please, don't make me take supps! I will pass this semester right? ps/ I'm a torture to my blog. |
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Wednesday, May 19, 2010
I guess sometimes you'll have to put in super extra effort in your work. And a bit of luck to hope it turn out to be well enough to make you super happy. And that kind of attitude has to start NOW! ps/ more adrenaline please |
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Saturday, May 15, 2010
S T R E S S E D ! I think my blog has had enough of my rants recently! When's the next happy thought? |
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Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Wish me luck for the labelling exam tomorrow. It's either I get all right and no need to resit the exam OR I get one or two wrongs and fail the exam and resit next week. So 50-50% of me dying from that exam. SUPER DUPER UNCOUNTABILLION GOOD LUCK! ps/ I feel like going home. And have my mom cooking nice dishes for me. Pun Sia Sia. And Martabaks from the Kaling shop behind my house. |
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Monday, May 10, 2010
SIAN LOR ! ! ! ! ! I seriously have no freaking idea with what to write for that freaking PHRM2030 assignment! I guess I have had enough slack-off time and it's time to work my ass off. Real hard. BUT I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE FOR THAT. REALLY!!! I don't really want to admit it, but I AM REALLY DEPRESSED ABOUT THIS! Because it's a whole lot of 25% worth of assignment, though it's a group work. BUT I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I HAVE TO DO THIS ASSIGNMENT IN MY LIFE. TO BE EXACT, I CAN'T SEE WHY PHARMACY STUDENTS SHOULD DO THIS PARTICULAR STUPID COURSE UNIT. IT JUST DOESN'T MAKE SENSE TO ME. HOW AM I GOING TO PASS THIS COURSE?! |
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Sunday, May 9, 2010
It does help you feel a lot better when you just go and hang out with friends either just a movie or dinner. It really does cheer you up a bit. So went to watch IRON MAN 2 yesterday. It was okay. The climax part is quite short though. Sigh. Forget about the previous post. I was just being immature for some reason. Looking at the piles of lecture notes that I haven't read through, it is just so depressing. And summative labelling exam this coming thursday. God, help me. |
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Saturday, May 8, 2010
I actually feel a bit better now after that random blah! A bit better. |
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Okay. It's late now, and I'm still awake. Cause I took a really short nap just then. And I don't feel sleepy at all now. It's really chilly at the moment. And I'm sitting on my chair, cuddling in my blanket. And with random thoughts popping up in my mind. Seriously, when is this going to stop? Why am I feeling that way? There's no point for me to be in that situation again. It's none of my business here. Okay. Why Why Why? Can anyone tell me? Can someone just pop up to save me from this? Before I really drown myself in my own thoughts? Sorry for all these unnecessary blahs/rants. =( |
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Thursday, May 6, 2010
Stayed at Di&Kylie's place for few hours just now, watching How I Met Your Mother and House. House is a good one. Then I was thinking if I ever have the potential to be a doctor. It sounds awesome, not? But getting a pharm degree is like pushing me down from the top of the building, though I quite enjoy it. So do you think I'm qualified to get a MBBS degree? So I was walking home from the bus stop when I saw this elderly couple walking in front of me, hand in hand. Then I was like, so sweet. Sometimes at some point of your life when you don't know what to do, you just need someone to tell you that "it's fine. I'm always with you wherever you go." (opps, i know this gives goosebumps.) But seriously, everyone wants this right. And when it's cold (like just then, the weather is getting chilly.) , you really want someone to give you some warmth. And when you're scared walking home in the dark, you just want someone to walk with you. And when you feel depressed, you just want someone to cheer you up. Okay, enough of this. So well, today I actually volunteered myself to walk up and counsel a patient (which was role-played by the tutor herself.) It was a good start. A brave decision, though I think I did quite badly. I seriously need to improve a lot. Seriously. =/ Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. I need to S-T-U-D-Y! |
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Wednesday, May 5, 2010
procrastinate now. and it'll get worse towards the end. please, can someone/something motivate me? |
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Tuesday, May 4, 2010
iwastedmytimeagain.iwassupposedtodosomeproductiverevision. iamsobehindonallthelectures.butiamstillprocrastinatingliketherearealotoftomorrowsbeforetheexamscomecloser. verypathetic.ihatethis. needmotivation.think.whatisthepointofdoingallthese.imustnotgiveup. sorryfornotusingspacing. |
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Monday, May 3, 2010
Woohoo! I love long weekends! =) Went to Movieworld in Gold Coast yesterday. super duper fun and exciting to the infinity. The rides are super awesome! There is this ride which got us wet like we just came out from shower. lols. That was because we went on it for like 4 times. 2 in morning and 2 in the evening before leaving movieworld. Because we splashed water onto each other while on the ride, that got us two times wetter than the other people. Well, it says keep your hands on the boat. But who cared when we had so much fun! =) Tasted the water when the boat slided down and splashed water everywhere. It wasn't nice at all! It all depends on who you go with on the ride and never ever sit in the middle. Cause you'll always be the victim when people at the back and front tried to splash water! Oh and the Superman ride. I have to say this. O M G ! It is super fast. Like you don't even have time to scream. As in your screems lagged behind! Going on once is enough for me. hahah. Back to city in the evening and stopped at South Bank for the fireworks event at Buddha Festival. It was until last night that I realised how amazing and colourful the fireworks were. I've never felt that way before. I guess I've grown up maybe. hahaha. And went on for Korean Dinner at Madtongsan. Yums! I love the Beef Hotpot. I had to leave early though cause we didn't want to miss the bus. Otherwise I would have stayed a bit longer cause it was so much fun to stay with them =) ! uni starts tomorrow. sigh. I need to work my ass off very very soon. ps/ I will try that beef hotpot again at madtongsan. sometime soon. yes, soon. =] |
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